I hung out with some high school friends I hadn’t seen in forever. We told jokes. We laughed. Guys, I LAUGHED! I had a SMILE on my face tonight! I don’t know the last time I laughed that hard. I saw one of my really good friends from college at the bar. Such a great reunion. There were no couples, just friends. There was the occasional, “How’s the bf?” to which I had to respond with our break up explanation, but otherwise, I was happy the entire night. Again, the lack of couples and couple-talk probably made it infinity times easier (unlike last weekend). But I have to say, usually when I’m under the influence of alcohol all I want to do is talk to him. Not the case tonight. While I wanted to call him so many times soberly this afternoon, perhaps I’m making some sort of progress?
And then of course, I have to check Facebook, and there’s a message from him waiting in my inbox. I almost don’t want to read it as to not ruin my night. :-/